cry baby

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____________________baby please, it's the way you speak forming words so easily and i think of the way you think it keeps me from falling asleep in that grave i call a bed until you called me up and said "i haven't stopped crying my father's been drinking i need a place to stay i don't want to be here he's saying the words that he promised he would never say that liquid he consumes makes him speak the truth" and i said "no, its not that at all. its that bottles of lies for a troubled heart. its standing on the edge of a mountain top, screaming anything he wants like, "look at me, because i exist, i exist, i exist, i exist." i remember the way you shook its a shame that we're not soul mates because if i didn't know better, i'd say this feels pretty good. and how could i be scared? when i stretch and feel that you're there? so shut your mouth because these words will speak themselves. i can feel them in these blankets and they're surrounding your figure embraced in the quilts. and i cant help but think you're my missing puzzle piece i wake up in the hallway, i'm looking for sunlight with rays that will cure me of the pain that keeps my lungs tight, ignoring the voices and feelings that tell me to get out of this house. i cant make them stop. i'm just like my mom. and you said, "no, these demons will fall. you're so precious to us all: and i said, "i cant do this alone, i still need you to hold so don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go because i'm afraid, i'm afraid, i'm afraid, i'm afraid." ___________________________
spook / 15 / brat
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